Change...

The word change according to wikipedia means the transition that occurs when something goes from being the same to being different.

Change can be better... or may be even worse.. I notice that for a better change we have to do some efforts.. may be hard efforts... eg. wake up earlier, loosing weights, discipline in prayers...

To change ourself to a better thing.. while a worse change usually like drifting... we don't even aware we are getting worse.. eg. bad habbits, gaining weights, drugs... but there's also sudden change.. like bankrupt... moneter crisis.. disaster, floods, fire,death...

Whether we realize or not, God also uses our marriage to mold us..to change us.. to make us a better person. I realize how I have tochange several times in my life... I have to have some flexibilities to change,to adapt my self to my marriage life, not only me.. my hubby has to change as well... Especially when we have kids... I have 2 lovely sons... so I am the only female in our family.. I came from a family with a female as a majority.. my parents have 2 daughters.. me and my sister.. my beloved dad was the only male... and now.. the opposite thing happened.. I am the only female..the prettiest one in the family..

Something I have to change is... the closet position I have to lift the seat after I use the closet.. so that my sons doesn't 'pee' at the seat. Like it or not... I realize that I am the one who has to change. I told my son several times to lift the seat if he pees, but I think I also have to do that after I use it..

As parents, we also have to control our voice and anger... we learn to be more patient... more thoughtful and understanding.. and also tolerant to our family members... we also have to discipline ourselves in prayers and bible reading... it's our need... so we have strengths and wisdom in building family and raising kids.

Several days ago, my hubby sent sms to me. He asked me to wake up earlier and have a quite times together in the early morning... sit together before God. He wanted to change... he wanted to pursue the better thing.. to raise his quality... he wanted me to support him.. and of course I was very happy to do that.. You know what, strange thing happenned.. our youngest son even wakes up very early everyday since then.. *lol* and we still have not do what we plan...we still don't have our quite times we dream about.. *doh* but we'll find a way.. we have to find a way to accomplish our plan...

I hope you can find something good and change yourself to be a better person... Good day!